risingpheonix101

Did you really just leave? I guess now I see Being with you wasn't how I thought it would be You left me I want to cry But the tears won't come out I'm usually quiet and shy But I just want to scream and shout Why would you do this You left me! I never thought you would go that low But I guess now is when your true self shows You found me broken You fixed me up Maybe it was just the words you had spoken I was just a vulnerable pup You broke me, I'm broken again I guess you don't care if i lose this battle or win You let me go You made me loose hope I thought we had something real You had made me heal Did all that mean nothing to you? Do

I lost you a long time ago... I guess I was just holding on to the hope That you could turn it around But you didn't. You just let yourself drown You let yourself go You took so many blows I guess that last one took you away I didn't know what to say But now I do I have something to say to you Wherever you might be Heaven or hell, I hope you hear me I was there for you I helped you all the way through All the good and bad times I helped you cope with all your lies I never left your side But you left mine I wandered a lot If you had even fought Or if you just dropped After that last shot But I know the truth now I know how... You left me

This world, I can't escape it This happens every time I wish i could reshape it But i can't get over that uphill climb This seems to be my fate Not being able to escape this hate This hate people throw at me I'll never be able to change this, can't you see I'm stuck in this place There's no way to escape And when I gain hope and think I can You pull me back by this chain And make the sky rain again The words you have spoken Have left me broken I'm sorry, I never meant to cry I wish I could believe that the words you say are all lies But to me they are true And I guess they are true to you too Did I threaten you in some way To make you sa

If I wish upon this star Will my wish come true? Will it get rid of these permanent scars, Will it make me brand new? If i wish upon this star Will all my worries be here to stay? Or will my worries be put in a jar , And taken far away? Will everything go back, To the way it was before... before this attack? before this cold war? If I wish upon this star Will it be a scam Will it change who any of us are? Will it change who I am It gives me hope Right before i fall, Fall down this slope And risk my life to save it all This star i wish upon Is it just a lie That wants me to believe I'm strong Right before I die Why do I wish on somethi

I'm hiding something I know you can tell You know it's not nothing But you manage not to yell You ask me what But i dont want to say My mouth is shut I wish you would go away You say it's okay But i know that's a lie I'm just getting in your way I do know you hate seeing me cry But I'm a burden to you Being like this all day I'm a burden to them too They all have something to say I do know you want me stay But i want to fly away To a far away place Where i wont see the pain on your face I do know you want me to hear you But my minds going crazy I want to be true But the truths a bit hazy You try to fix me and help me escape But you ca

You win I give up okay Now make this living hell Go away I've drowned and drowned In this pain I tried to swim up But I'm stuck on this chain I just can't escape So I give up I'm letting myself go Do whatever you want It won't phase me I've lost all hope No reason to hold on now I'll fall down this slope I'll stop fighting back I'll let you win You know you can So now it begins You win I give up A new chapter Has begun You'll win every fight I'll loose all my hope You'll keep rising up and up While I tumble down this slope But what will happen When I hit the bottom Not even I will ever know I won't let my feeling show It won't be fun

These thoughts Although I fought, Are getting to my head I'm thinking I should just go to bed But it's so hard I swear I need my own mind guard I need my brain To escape from this chain And although It's hard I know  I want to give up But that would be filling deaths cup These thoughts Although I fought Won't leave me alone Isn't a safe place supposed to be your home But I can't can't escape Not night or day These thoughts are stuck in my brain That's stuck on a chain But I will pray That God makes this go away And that the pain, And thought, would stay away from my brain These thoughts Though I fought Will not go away But I won't

I tell you don't do it You ask me why I tell you just sit You dont have to say goodbye You turn away While I beg you "Please stay" "You can make it through" Can't you see Why oh why You mean so much to me I started to cry "You don't have to say goodbye" "PLEASE!" I beg "You can stay alive" "Just step away from the ledge" "Just take my hand, I can give you another chance" Now I can barely stand "Please just give me one glance" "Look at me!" "Look at me please!" "Look at me and see..." I start to feeze "Don't!" I scream "You said you won't!" Please god, let this be a dream But deep down I know it's not I don't know what to say I don't